Minna-san,
I will be posting each of the Translations from now on here too (besides my blog), so you have will get updated in time <3
I got asked to give a short introduction about me / my Japanese ability so I will do so :D
My Japanese level is native, as I am born in Osaka. My english level is... workable. I am bit unsteady when it comes to Translations as I am not always sure how to actually say it in English and I may have some words that I absolutely get confused with it´s meaning. I am sorry to this beforehands! Corrections in my English is always welcome!
However I try my best with Translations and normally double check before sending it online. I try to give the best quality I can do.
I hope you all be okay with it (->-<-)
Back to the main point, here is the translation:
-- Tuesday May 15th, 10:27 --
I dyed my hair black again for the stage play that starts in July. After looking at this black hair I noticed something. "this bad expression in my eyes..." What was reflected to me through the mirror, was not the hairstyle, but the expression in my eyes. The past few years, whenever I looked into the mirror I saw this guy. This guy always skipped to see (what´s really going on). In the end I always get asked: "Hey, what´s your motivation?" I answer: "GACKT put all his life into everything he does..! Don´t fuck with me!"
My sister has seen me muttering this. "Gaku.....What are you doing?"
Yes, I am sick, leave me alone.
//-- From my point I would say this is actually a bit problematic. Looking at this post from Neuropsychology site, it looks like his "personal" site is asking his "Gackt-side" what´s the meaning behind his doing, questioning if his work-side is really doing right. Since "Gackt" himself gets worked up by this question, there IS a problem but "Gackt" would never want to think about it. So right now he is in a "fight" between "the real he" and stage persona "Gackt". On the contrary I would say this is a good sign, since he starts to actually see something is going wrong in his private life (which most probably has been caused by a childhood friend who is in contact with him since a few days).
I also think this message is a subliminal Message, a follower on the subliminal message from Sunday - which I am not 100% confident about the meaning, to be honest....
This is only my personal thinking behind this post, just don´t mind me if you think I am wrong, I may just be a freak ||..laughs..|| END!--//